Guys have emotions too.. “Story of a boy’s emotions”

”Emotions” Is it really matters to anyone.

“Emotions” Is it really easy to play around with anyone’s.

i don’t know what to do with all these emotions. I’m not used to this, I prefer being numb. It’s tiring and and consuming. I just want to be. I’m afraid I’ll fall too hard, I can’t afford to. I just want to be free again, without all these emotions. I want to be same again.

A lot of people say that holding in emotions for too long can just make you burst, i think im getting close to the tipping point, one more situation happens where i have to put on a smile or a strong exterior i think im going to fall over the edge and its all going to come flooding out. I mean it could end up being better, to get everything off my chest. Even though some things are serious and i should express myself, i feel though as some of this emotions i have are just petty and irrelevant, but i cant help what i feel or even who i feel emotions for.

I dont like to burden the people close to me with all the stuff i go through as i feel that they would end up trying to fix it themselves rather then focusing on their own problems and lives.

I can’t express my emotions. I bottle up all of my emotions because there is no one to share them with. My family doesn’t really express our feelings toward one another. My class is really close but everyone thinks I am just fine, as I don’t show my feelings. But, really, inside I am full of so many different emotions I don’t know what to do with them. I feel as though I am constantly on the verge of exploding. But at the same time I feel empty. Totally without emotions and it’s like I have no energy to do anything.

I try to keep a smile on my face and be happy but it’s hard not to just blow up. I can’t find any way to get rid of everything bottled up, it just keeps building up.

But now i know the best thing we can do is to open up to someone we can trust. Talk about our emotions, any struggles… we don’t have to bare our soul by any stretch but just talk to someone who will listen. Just like i did…. (to be continued…)